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  • Imperium - Robert Harris
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  • Company - 2006 Company Soundtrack
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  • Animal Crossing New Leaf
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@dylanswildworld

New username

I think an online username would be cool. I have never really been creative enough to think of one, but it's flown by my head a billion times and I think I have tried to make a billion in my head, but none of them really click. I wanna be able to be more private online anyway. Lmk if anyone thinks about anything.

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Hobbies I want to do!

  • Crochet - Obviously I'm already starting this one but I wanna be consistent and not give up with it
  • Cooking/Baking - I want to cook and bake my own lunches because it's really fun but it's also really exciting to eat at lunch because I spent the previous night on it
  • Augery/Bird watching - This is a hobby I have wanted to do for a while and know a bit about but I haven't gotten time to do it/I forget about it often. I love birds and also I love understanding the meaning of birds and how they were seen in ancient greek/roman augery (reading birds in a superstitious way)
  • Journalling - I have already been doing this for years now but I want to be more consistent and also add a bit more style and personality to my own journal. I just write right now but I would like to add fun stuff like pictures and graphics to it ^^
  • Vlogging/Photography - I reallyy need a good camera or something first because although my phone is good I don't want to have to open my phone everytime I would rather an accessible, single use camera I can just boot up easily without having to unlock my phone and everything.
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Learning how to crotchet

Why did nobody tell me how hard crotchet is?!?! I love it, chain stitching is the only thing I have mastered and it's theraputic.. HOWEVER EVERYTHING ELSE? just just no. Anyway, I reallyy want to get into crotchet because I want to make crotchetted clothes because I keep seeing them everywhere an... I'M JEALOUS!! I need to buy new yarn too because I only have 3 yarn balls and none of them are the colour I want. So hopefully soon I will buy some more and I only have one hook too so more hooks!!

I'm just gonna use this yarn to practice over and over again until I feel confident until I have the yarn colours I want. I want something like these:

soo yeah!! I want to expand my clothes a bit, and what way to do it than to actually make them! Also it's like another hobby which I love hobbies and I can't wait

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My friends are the reason

My friends are just literally everything I want to embody. I am seen by this lovely, lovely people who actually support one another. I used to feel so left out of everything, but now, I feel so loved all of a sudden and it's so beautiful. My friends check up on me all the time. And they care!! And they are literally my reason to stay and keep going. But they are also just literally all unique, talented, beautiful people and I take so much inspiration from their outfits, personalities, interests... Because they don't realise how inspiring they are. Like yes, I will steal a bit of your humour, bit of your mannerisms, keep your kind words close to me, be more confident because of YOU. I have gotten messages from people giving me support, actually helping me, and that's why I know they will positively impact me for the rest of my life, because they give me HONEST advice that I have actually applied. And they are the reason to keep going, because I know that their authentic personalities, their support, their everything will help me get through. And the fact they are honest and give their own perspective inspires me. I'm gonna namedrop here but Raven is my best friend, because he listens to genuinely everything I say. Then he gives his own perspective and is so honest and that's so inspiring because he is like "well I know I'm not you but on the outside I admire you a lot because of what you do" and I am so grateful for him. He was the one who got me into doing an audition and encouraged me the entire day, then gave me the best message and the best hug when I didn't get in, and it felt so much lighter. And Emily, she sees me right through the glass. She will be there to check with me when I'm quiet, or when I cry, and she always messages me and asks me if I'm okay. And I give her letters, she gives me letters that have made such an impact to me. She knows my mannerisms and my usual behaviours so she knows when somethings off or I'm not myself and I've never felt that seen before. But I love her because we have our own little jokes and our own little things we do together. ALL of my friends are here for each other and that's beautiful. We are honest, supportive, and I have never had such deep conversations before. I can remember so many positive experiences I have had from these bunch. Although they are all so unique in a special way, they are everything that I have ever wanted to be growing up, and I wanted people who are like-minded to me and the universe said ykw hell yeah! I love you all so much I don't know what to do with myself so thank you. Thank you for all of you for sharing me in your lives, your thoughts, and thank you for your kind words. You guys have given me the greatest company over the last year or even more for some of you, which feels crazy to say!!

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Burn out

My tolerance window is absolutely gone and I just want everything to be over already. Let me go on a break!! I can't even get one because I still need to study for my exams and it is just sooo long. Burn out is one of the most isolating feelings because I do actually WANT to be alone but also that sends me into a depressive spiral if I am by myself. Top 1 WORST coping mechanism!! I just honestly feel so done and just wanted to say something. I don't wanna give up this blog because it means so much to me already. I have given up so many projects which actually makes me sad. So even if I talk BULLSHIT I will keep going. Okaayy byyee x

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My take on the physical media movement

I am so up and down about this "trend" or whatever you wanna call it really. Although yes, I own a CD player and an MP3 player, that is because I genuinely like and use it and not just for partaking in the movement. I haven't ever claimed to be "chronically offline", because I think that's stupid to post online because you're just completely ruining the idea, BY POSTING ONLINE!!

I haven't used spotify since last year because I feel like I have more control over my music (Adding and deleting music manually and purposefully). However, I feel like people are getting way too excessive with technology and CD/DVDS. No, you do not need every new album. No, you do not need to replace everything with old tech. A lot of this is just genuine waste and over-consumption. There is no such thing as "good consumerism" or "ethical consumption", you're still buying too much CDS and then not using them. Think of it as a little child being told to finish their dinner before dessert. Actually USE all of the things you have before thinking of buying more, otherwise you're being wasteful just for the sake of more. Rummage through your old things, chances are you will find SOMETHING. My 3DS is literally 11 years old, but REUSE IT! Mod it! Collections aren't just a mass load of buying in a day, it's about time and mindfulness. We see all of these pinterest photos of people having 100+ CDS, "modern" nokias and flipphones, but that's not realistic at all. You are wasting money even if you thrift it, because although it's like 50p, you're buying like 30 at once. Calm down girl!! And these are the same people who claim to be anti-capitalist and anti-consumerist but they don't realise that they are GIVING to capitalism.

"Physical media", "analogue", "offline" have just become buzzwords;a lot of the tech people show is not ACTUALLY analogue. I recently stumbled across loads of videos advertising for modern blackberries, flipphones and etc, which are tech with touchscreens and IOS UIs. At this point you're literally just buying a phone that is shaped like a blackberry or whatever. How are you going to reduce your phone time if it has the EXACT same apps as a phone? The concept of someone going on tiktok on their flipphone seems so stupid.

In some respects, social media can still be good. If you use it correctly. I still use social media platforms, but I actually use it to engage with my friends and send them things. That is what social media is all about!! It is SOCIAL media, and still has it's benefits. People can express themselves to like-minded people, because local areas may not provide as much diversity, or you are able to call your family from miles away! It also creates social change because hundreds of people can come together from across the WORLD to protest about issues. We need to stop blaming social media, but the actual companies which destroy it with algorithms, as well as influencers who ruin the idea of social media and replace it with capitalism, shaming others or keeping communities further apart. I do believe that we should reduce screen time (I use opal for this but it's not obligatory!! Just be mindful!!) but since social media is genuinely psychologically wired to suck people in dopamine I obviously don't blame people for having a hard time (I still struggle!!).

On the other hand, old media can be good too! My MP3 player has actually helped me to get off my phone because I'm not tempted to go on it. And there isn't much to do on my mp3 other than listen to music, and I can just stare at the window on public transport! As well as my CD player, it feels more accessible because I don't have to manually go on my phone to play music, and I KNOW what I'm listening to. I don't have to worry about my internet cutting out either. DVD menus have so much personality that excite you to watch the movie more too, unlike netflix.

In conclusion, You shouldn't think black and white about it in my opinion, and don't mindlessly only listen to only a couple opinions that align with your own. I'm not 100% educated on this subject nor do I claim to know better than anyone, I just want to express my own opinion and experiences. I have mixed opinions but honestly mixed arguments can be more healthy than just depending on one. Be mindful about your screentime, but don't go overkill on old tech and swear to never go online ever again (cause we both know that won't happen). I hope you enjoyed, and this post was not directed at any audience, so please don't take it as hate. Thank you for reading!!

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This post is for my friends!! I just wanted to say thank you for all the lovely messages, thank you for your support, and you guys mean a lot to me. I know this is a public website but I don't care! You guys are the most special thing to me, you uplift me when I'm down and I haven't been properly depressed for a good while now. So cheers

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hey gang!! I actually don't know what to post yet. Maybe I should start jotting some ideas down.I also wanna find a way so like you can like the blogs if u want but I'm not a tech nerd unfortunately!! Maybe I will learn.. I think this is awesome man

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this works better on pc sorry for mobile users gonna have to zoom a bit xx

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guys look at my SECRET content!!

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Ok so I actually don't know what to post rn... but I am just getting used to these!! OH AND HI I'm Dylan if you didn't know, I love talking and more about me soooonnn

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First blog post

HII!! I FINALLY DID IT!! To some of my friends.. yall know I wanted to do this soo bad because I wanna blog. I will also do other stuff too!! Enjoy guys!!

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